Damn..

So I was supposed to go snowboarding with James, Janet, and Eddie on Friday at Mnt High, but James just texted me about 10 minutes ago and told me that they wouldn't be open by tomorrow, so now we can't go. I'm freaking bummed.

I was trying on all my snowboarding stuff last night for over an hour too...
I was so ready to go.


T_T
Jesus I need your healing right now!!!

Cloudy Days

So I really love cloudy and cold weather
I just love when it is supposed to be bright and sunny, but the whole earth is shaded under the clouds
sound emo? I don't know, doesn't matter to me

So like I was walking home today from school listening to my QT playlist. I didn't have a great day up until then. Really tired, kinda frustrated, angry at myself for many reasons, and i was just wrestling with the thought of happiness in God. I just wasn't that happy that day, but i just continued to walk and listen to the music and acknowledge the weather that God had given us. Out of nowhere i just break out of my shell, a smile cracks open on my face, and the clouds start to open up to reveal a ray of light. That was God just giving me a push, letting my know that everything is going to be alright, as long as i have faith in Him and continue to seek after him through the Word and prayer.

Praise God!


lyrics for the day :

"There's a cry in my heart
for your glory to fall,
for your presence to fill up my senses.
There's a yearning again,
a thirst for discipline,
a hunger for things that are deeper.
Could You take me beyond?
Could You carry me through?
If I open my heart could I go there with You?

What do I have, if I don't have you Jesus?
What in this life could mean anymore?
You are my rock, You are my glory,
You are the lifter of my head."